How do you give up? Is it done by deciding to give up and following through with it? Or is it by taking steps away from your true feelings? I wonder if someday I will forget the smell of his brown hair, the feeling of his cold ears, and the warmth from his back. I wonder if even this pain will all disappear and be forgotten. All of it… all of it… with nothing left behind. Almost like there was nothing there from the beginning.