It's difficult when you think you aren't worth of good things, good people or moments. When you think all you are worth of is a big abyss of punishment...
..Realising that is a big step, I have to admit, yet I only realise that when things aren't happening. Because when they are, I cannot see it, everything is automatic and it seems to be the ultimate truth.
Isn't fair to be taught to hate yourself and others since you were born. But I suppose world isn't a fair place whatsoever.